france

family drama... not like, a tv show about a dad trying to keep his kids off drugs. more like, i'm on this vacation (which i was reeeeally apprehensive to go on because i was already so stressed out) with my parents and the day after i get here (here=nice, france) my dad leaves because my grandpa is dying. GREAT. so i spent a couple days here alone with my mom. tomorrow we're going to england to be with the family.

sheep on a mountain... my mom took me to that chateauneuf place (medieval ruins on top of a mountain) and we saw an awesome view and a bunch of goats? no sheep. sorry.

boston legal... been watching it religiously.

russell brand... been reading him religiously.

brickley... my dog... been missing him like craziness.

i kind of just want to get back to bloomington and get on with my life. vacations are good, though. they put things in perspective. i want to start reeeeally making music, living a real life, not this fucking pathetic existence that seems to be "good enough" for everyone else. that's fine if that's what they want, but i'm not going to give up on what i want because it's unrealistic or something so ridiculous.

-crispy